So , I've been in training for wrestling since May of this year , and I'm still progressing slowly , but that's okay. Even just the experience of being in a ring is amazing.
Honestly , whatever your dreams are , go for it.
I'm completely fine knowing that I'll probably live the rest of my life in pain because of my choices , but hey. Whatever. I'm tired right now , and I am unsure why I'm even writing this to be honest.
I was lucky enough to help ref at the 4th annual DIFA festival , and it was pretty cool.
Hoping to be wrestling matches by mid 2019. When I'm 20 (2020) I'm gonna try out for Ring of Honour , Impact! Wrestling , WWE , anything I can tryout for. Because this is what I want to do with my life. And anyone who knows me knows that I will do whatever it takes to achieve my goals.
I'm not afraid to put my body on the line either , just look at all my previous suicide attempts and tell me if I really care how I end up. Whether I live or die does not bother me. Nor does injury.
I have weighed over 300 pounds in my life , and I am now around 273 , where I have stayed for a while without change.
Whatever your goals are , go for them. The worst that can happen is they don't get achieved. And I see so many people stop going for their goals because they feel they will never happen , though you won't know at all if you don't even try. Maybe you don't get to be number one , but you can still try. You don't have to be the best in the world at whatever you do to feel accomplished.
I love thinking about the future and how much I will achieve , and I keep myself motivated by thinking about 15 years from now. I don't know why I'm still writing. But whatever. OoO